Verse 1
I hate my life, it’s a heavy load,
Thought I’d be gone by now, lost in thoughts.
I’m just continuing to live, so no one will cry.
But deep down inside, I’m just waiting to die.
Everything feels empty, nothing left to feel,
I keep walking forward, trapped in the scene
Hoping for an end, but too scared to let go,
Caught in this shell, dead inside, moving slow.
Chorus
I hate my life, I expect nothing more,
Just trying to find peace, but I’m lost at the floor.
My goal is to face the fear of the end,
Keeping it at bay, like a long-lost friend.
Waiting for the train, as it rolls down the track,
Killing time in the background, but I can’t turn back.
Verse 2
It’s a sad existence, no one wants to trade,
No one wants to feel this pain that I’ve made.
Shame weighs on me, like a heavy chain,
In this lonely existence, I’m the one to blame.
I watch the world move, but I’m stuck in place,
Searching for a reason, but I can’t find grace.
Every day’s a struggle, just to get by,
Living in loneliness, where dreams are dying.
Chorus
I hate my life, I expect nothing more,
Just trying to find peace, but I’m lost at the floor.
My goal is to face the fear of the end,
Keeping it at bay, like a long-lost friend.
Waiting for the train, as it rolls down the track,
Killing time in the background, but I can’t turn back.
Bridge
There’s probably no spark, just darkness inside,
A flicker of doubt, where I can’t confide.
If I take a step, will it change anything?
Or am I just waiting for the hope that love brings?
Outro
I hate my life, and I’m stuck in this place,
Searching for meaning in a world without trace.
With every step forward, I feel the same strain,
No longer just waiting, I’ll stay in the rain.
*Hidden Verse
Caught in a dilemma, like the trolley on the track,
Do I pull the lever, or just let it roll back?
Choices weigh heavy, lives hang in the balance,
In this cruel game, there’s no room for solace.
Every decision feels like a life on the line,
In a world of gray, where the sun refuse to shine.
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