Aug 11, 2024
That’s to my lover “Mr. Happy”. I wonder if he’s a cheater or is it me. His frame is on my nightstand, but in my drawer is a picture of “Mr. Blues”.
In the Faith of Doubt
(Verse 1)
I think I’m happy to see you,
But there’s something in the air,
An inner voice of fear and doubt,
I hope we find a moment to share.
But then you walk on by,
And I feel something’s off,
It’s like every word I say,
Just makes you want to scoff.
(Chorus)
Like two magnets pushing away,
I wonder what I did wrong today.
I’m scared to speak, scared to move,
Nothing I do seems to improve.
Why are you so cold, so far?
A stranger sits where you once were.
It’s not the same as it used to be,
You’ve turned your back, and I can’t see.
(Verse 2)
I try to stay optimistic,
But my heart is filled with doubt,
Will this end in tears again?
I can’t help but think about.
How do you keep me believing,
That we can have a good time,
When you don’t even feel it,
When you don’t even try to let it shine
(Chorus)
Like two magnets pushing away,
I wonder what I did wrong today.
I’m scared to speak, scared to move,
Nothing I do seems to improve.
Why are you so cold, so far?
A stranger sits where you once were.
It’s not the same as it used to be,
You’ve turned your back, and I can’t see.
(Bridge)
I’ve believed in us so fiercely,
With tears streaming down my face,
But you leave me in the shadows,
A loyal dog lost in this place.
What have I done to make you frown?
No matter what, I can’t turn it around.
I’m not allowed to laugh or rest,
Caught in your mood, I feel so stressed.
(Chorus)
Like two magnets pushing away,
I wonder what I did wrong today.
I’m scared to speak, scared to move,
Nothing I do seems to improve.
Why are you so cold, so far?
A stranger sits where you once were.
It’s not the same as it used to be,
You’ve turned your back, and I can’t see.
(Outro)
Always dissatisfied, never enough,
In this silence, it’s so tough.
No matter what, it’s never right,
I’m here but not in your sight.
I should be close, but I’m pushed away,
Always unsatisfied, never okay.
I wonder what you want from me,
I’m lost in the faith of doubt,
Wondering what this love’s about.
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