Verse 1
I enjoy the solitude, but I shouldn’t.
I have spent too much time alone.
I love to think, lost in my thoughts,
But I should keep the book closed.
My mind tells me I’ve had enough.
The Death is again calling a bluff.
Playing it’s hand, cold and tough,
There’s a quick race in my heart.
Chorus
Too many regrets, too many neglects.
Keeping an eye on the exit, seeking for help.
Feeling lost in the chaos, I know I’m not well.
They want my soul, but I have nothing to sell.
Verse 2
Sweaty hands, while anxiety kicks through.
The crowd around me, I am unsure what to do.
With every heartbeat, I feel my worries grew.
My imagination makes the end feel so true.
Death is whispering silently in my ear,
Take care of your needs, my little deer.
The voice of the worries is all that I hear.
Dark shadows of doubt draw ever near.
Chorus
Too many regrets, too many neglects.
Keeping an eye on the exit, seeking for help.
Feeling lost in the chaos, I know I’m not well.
They want my soul, but I have nothing to sell.
Verse 3
I wonder what I’ve been doing wrong,
Caught in a loop, singing the same old song.
I might be at a place where I don’t belong.
Death still hasn’t won, it’s just a draw.
It’s all becoming too much for me,
Please leave me alone, please leave.
I turn my pockets; here is everything I have.
I take back my suicide, I don’t want to be dead.
Chorus
Too many regrets, too many neglects.
Keeping an eye on the exit, seeking for help.
Feeling lost in the chaos, I know I’m not well.
They want my soul, but I have nothing to sell.
Verse 4
I’m seeking for peace, I just want to rest and chill,
Sitting calm in a chair, no fears, no anxiety.
No heart race, no sweaty hands, no thrill,
I just want calmness, where time stands still.
I would give everything for a peace of mind,
no weights on my shoulders, just feeling light.
In a world full of calm, where true comfort I’ll find,
Where nothing feels wrong and everything is right.
Chorus
Too many regrets, too many neglects.
Keeping an eye on the exit, seeking for help.
Feeling lost in the chaos, I know I’m not well.
They want my soul, but I have nothing to sell.
Outro
In the middle of nowhere, in the dark of the night,
Feeling relaxed as I always do, and worries take flight.
Don’t panic. Don’t worry. Everything will be fine.
You don’t need to run away, everything will be alright.
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