Jul 12, 2024
I am currently sitting comfortably in bed, which doubles as my couch, with one leg bent, the laptop resting on my stomach. I just ate from a tin can with a fork and am drinking a glass of tap water. It’s late at night, almost morning; the first birds are chirping, the first train is passing by. The room is dimly lit, chaotic. Will I be able to find some more sleep? I will lay down soon. Right now, I am solely focused on exams. I have to pass. I can’t and don’t want to do this anymore. I will set the alarm clock. I am updating my computer. I fold my hands, hoping that today will be a good day. I just want to feel some happiness and joy. I take a big gulp of cold water. I feel the thirst. It’s as if I’ve found a spring. taking a deep breath, feeling my lungs. switching the lights and falling asleep.
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