Aug 12, 2024
During the exams, I drank a lot of caffeine. I didn’t drink caffeine or very little for a few years before that, because I was afraid of my heart racing. But the pressure was so great that I brushed off my fear and downed the stuff. I absolutely had to pass the exams. Now it’s almost as if I drink so much until I feel my heart racing.
So it is therefore true that I have consumed more caffeine in one day than in the past years.
The caffeine level was frighteningly high. I’ve gotten so used to it that I now feel dependent.
And I really drank a lot of coffee. But I’m now trying to drink tea instead of coffee. Today I drank mate tea and finding myself still drinking tea. 🫣
Mate tea is a hell of a drug. 🦙🧉 It’s unbelievable how long it keeps you awake. I couldn’t sleep yesterday or today, but I don’t feel any signs of tiredness.
Actually, I should be sleeping now and really dreaming. The alarm clock will ring soon, and I should be rested. But I’m sinking into my thoughts again because I’ve had too much caffeine, and I’m lost in my dreams.
I’m definitely a dreamer or a procrastinator. That’s why I fail.
I can only accomplish something with caffeine or music. But I’m overdoing it…
My other addiction is music. I’m listening to music endlessly.
Music always accompanies me. Especially when I do something creative, whether it’s painting or drawing. It has become an essential part of my life or creative process.
Without music, I can’t exist or be creative.
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