a bit blue

Jul 19, 2024

Today, I’ve been feeling really down. I haven’t had a proper vacation in over a year, and now I’m a bit burnt out. I hope this stressful period will be over soon. In any case, I’m looking forward to taking a short break soon… and I can’t wait to have some time for myself again.

It’s not easy for me to relax, I really have to make a conscious effort and focus on letting go.

Yesterday, I drank too much coffee, gulping down half a liter in a minute like water. I have no idea how much that must have been in total. Therefore, it’s not surprising that I’m not feeling well today accordingly. I slept poorly, have been sweating, and occasionally have brief moments where I feel like I’m losing my balance and my head is spinning, as if I were drunk.

But I accomplished a lot in one day. I would like to say it’s not that important, but this deadline is actually very important to me.

I hope I survive until the deadline; I already feel dead inside.

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